I am probably more fretful than anything at this time. So much is happening in the world, none of it good, and my own life feels disordered and out of sorts. If one is to dwell in this for too long it becomes self-indulgent and of no positive use. But I think a brief stay in the mindset I currently have is not a bad thing. So, I don't feel a compelling need to put on a happy face and soldier on. I am content feeling a bit blue and depressed and will come out of it when I'm ready. I'm sorry for the content for those who read this, but I'll come around soon enough. Until I do, I think everything I think will be shaded in gray.