Everything sublime is as difficult as it is rare. Baruch Spinoza

Thursday, October 1, 2026

Paying the Piper


It's been a flurry of medical appointments and procedures. It's got me a bit down at the moment. I start nerve ablation on my neck in the next week or two. I've had to have several procedures in advance to satisfy insurance. I'm probably going to be inconsistent for a while, this is wearing. A life time of mares, foals and stallions has shown up in my back and neck. My old grey mare is nickering with humor, who's the old grey mare now? 

A repair person was supposed to be here on Monday but wasn't. I have an appointment with a different company tomorrow. It stops feeding the pellets after it's been on a while and in this large room it is a valued source of supplementary heat.




I made a quick sauce and Italian sausage meatballs for an easy dinner. The meatballs will be today's lunch on ciabatta rolls. I love fall/winter for so many reasons and the food is one of those reasons. 

So, just once again to let you know, I will be absent more than present. I'm in pain, odd how it often is worse before it's better, and simply mentally worn. I will be back to my cheerfully grumpy self after they stop sticking needles into my nerves.

Sunday, September 27, 2026



I've had to resort to putting videos on YouTube to post here. No matter which browser I use they won't post. All my troubles should be so small.


I lit my first fire of the season yesterday. We were in the 50s F with rain all day. It felt good on these old bones.

These little fur balls agreed.



It's another dreary day although slightly warmer than yesterday. The equines are out enjoying the remaining grass in their pastures. I'm enjoying my coffee and all is well.

This little guy is not Gatto. This is Tabby. There must be some quirk in the brain of an orange cat, you want to lay on paper?


Good Sunday to you all.





 

Saturday, September 26, 2026

True


 Right?

Mark often tells me about one person or another when he's out and about who holds up a line or some such thing, that it was an old guy. Almost every time it is followed by "I think I am older than him". I spent most of my 20s studying and working in geriatrics. A common theme amongst the people was that inside they were not old. 

It's part of the human condition, and not a bad part, I think. We, hopefully, gain wisdom and discretion as we age, but aren't we still 'us'? I still walk through the house breaking into song. I like to sing. I can't dance anymore but that doesn't stop me from making some ridiculous moves to music. I still groan at bad jokes as well as make them myself. I am me with more temperance. 

Thursday, September 24, 2026

Calculation


Sizing up the risk.

What do you think old two-legger? 

Hmmmm, maybe.

She hissed. 


I'll just lay my chunk down here while she hisses.


I think I'll stay here.

Yes, this is my life.
 

Monday, September 21, 2026

Good Monday Morning


Still trying to get used to it.


I have another little something I should have posted Saturday regarding my sometimes loquacious child. When he was in second grade he came home from school beaming with pride. His teacher had asked them to write a poem about their mothers. My outside-the-box boy wrote "My mother is so very thin, that's cuz she drinks a lot of gin." Yep. I told him that it was very good, then went to stand in a corner for a while. That same year he decided to discuss the concept of infinity with me. Where he got that, I have no idea. What I did know is that I was in trouble. How he ended up in a professional kitchen is, well, got me.

Now the normal mundanity of life. Monday = laundry, so as I sit in my office typing I have the whirring of laundry equipment providing background sound. It does drown out the morning news Mark listens to in the kitchen. That's fine by me.

I made a pizza on Saturday. It's been some time since I had and the stuff was on hand so why not? Prosciutto, fennel, garlic (of course), spinach and mozzarella.


My pizza doesn't photograph well but fortunately it tastes quite good. So thinks us. 


Since little is happening around here I guess I'll post another food. I am not very good with casseroles. I do just fine with a lasagna, but otherwise, no. They taste good, usually, but they always look like someone flung stuff on a plate. I had a package of very thin asparagus. When you do a pick-up order the shopper isn't going to skip the asparagus because it's skinny. It became a casserole with salmon. It was good, so that is the important part.


It's chilly and overcast, which is just fine. I think I can take the fan off my desk and replace it with the heater. How quickly the weather changed. As you can read, I'm in a rambling on mood so I think it's best I just publish this now before I write a book. Ciao.

Saturday, September 19, 2026

My Unusual Child


My son, the budding writer.

Matthew wrote this when he was about ten. Tillie was our Bulldog and Delicate Lady Tillie was her registered name. Matthew was around four when I bought her. A year or so later I bought Fallon, a four month old Afghan Hound. Do not buy a four month old Afghan Hound. Don't. He wrote one about Fallon, too, but I seem to have lost it. I found this as I was rummaging through papers. I think he probably took after his mother.
 








Thursday, September 17, 2026

Gatto. Who Else?



If there has been any illusion of normalcy, even under the wide spectrum of "normal" regarding a cat, let me remove that thought. I, gasp, removed his donation box bed, you know, the one with the toaster and replaced it with a nice, soft kitty bed. It got a sniff and then a cold shoulder. For days he wanted nothing to do with it. One day I found him lying on some packing paper that was on the floor. I later moved that paper to the bed. 

The result.



 
Last week we went from a miserably hot summer to autumn quite literally overnight. From 90s F to 60s F, just like that. This had once been typical Minnesota weather. I'm doing my old lady version of the happy dance. Which you would not want to see. We've even had the long absent rain.

I checked this morning and see that my doom and gloom ponderings about blogger were, for the time being, wrong. I enjoy that I was wrong. We are a go for the unforeseeable future. 

Last evening we had pasta with a lemon and white wine sauce and leftover ahi tuna. It was really good. I marinated chicken in a balsamic/olive oil marinade for tonight. 


I'm still watching hoarders. 

Wednesday, September 16, 2026

Hello


This is the current look in my office. When you clean one area, another becomes a mess. The good thing is most of this is donation. Not the cane, vacuum or the storage bag on the right.

I have been missing for a while. Partly concentrating on my sorting and organizing, part medical appointments and part annoyance and worry about blogger. I have a connection to this community and am thinking Google is letting it go. I guess it's bound to happen, it doesn't make money.


On a brighter note. Boud posted a link to a blog a couple of weeks ago that had instructions on making apple cider vinegar, so here I am making apple cider vinegar. I like the idea of doing this and doing it with apple scrapes.  I feel my grandma smiling at me.


 

Sunday, September 13, 2026

Blogger Trouble

I seem to be locked out of the reading list. It was this way yesterday and still is. Every post is at least one week old. I'm working through my blog list. I'll get there eventually.

Saturday, September 12, 2026

Hello, It's Me

What day is it?

CATURDAY!


When I'm not disciplining (haha) a rogue cat I have been sticking to my routine. I have sorted and bagged lots of excess home goods. Of course in the process of pulling out and sorting and all that another mess always seems to materialize. Is this like a law of nature, or should I say, a law of accumulation?

On another note; the horses and two-leggers have been happily enjoying the cool weather we have suddenly been blessed with. Those old equines have a spring in their step. I wouldn't go quite that far with the two-leggers. More like a yippy-skippy, skipping the skippy.

*Footnote: I got to a couple of blog posts that are 4 days ago, then the list went back a week or more, meaning I can't read and respond to any of you. I'll check back later*